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2007-07-31 21:25:35
收到一条短信：暑假回家吗？
七月三十一日，暑假的一天，而我还在实验室。
记忆中的七月三十一日，呆在家里，虽然天气很热，却享受着悠闲和惬意。
以前的自己，每逢放假，总是那么急切的回家，握着薄薄的火车票，背上行囊，一夜的颠簸，早上睁开眼睛，熟悉的风景，熟悉的家乡话，虽然很累，可到家的感觉很享受。
这样急切是因为亲人，朋友，还有熟悉的场景.亲人让我感到踏实和温暖，朋友之间好久不见后的重逢让我感到快乐，而熟悉的场景给了我很多很多的回忆。
家离高中学校很近，喜欢晚上会到校园里走走，看看呆了三年的教学楼，晨读的长廊，趁班主任不在踢球的草地，自然会想起经历的那些的人，经历的那些事，曾经的青春年少、萌动与青涩，一段似乎印象深刻却又很遥远的情愫。我们总是很留恋第一次的心动，与其说是割舍不下某个人，更不如说是割舍不下曾经的那种很纯很纯的感觉，那种也许一辈子只能体会一次的萌动与青涩。
有人说想到曾经的幼稚与冲动会感到可笑，我想更多的应该觉着珍贵。每个年龄总在发生那个年龄应该发生的故事，我们不应该要求年少时的自己多么成熟与干练。曾经的一些感觉也许以后再也体会不到，曾经做过的一些事以后也许再也没机会做了。随着时间的流逝，我们只能在照片中看到昨天的自己。也许青春就是道明媚的忧伤。
虽然在家是无所事事，有时会觉得闷，可是每次回北京的时候，总是很不舍。离开家的时候总是觉得北京很陌生，陌生得似乎那是一个我从来没去过的地方，更没有什么值得我去留恋。
这一切又已成为曾经。曾经熟悉的校园已被一栋栋钢筋水泥建筑淹没，生活了十几年的小院也将不再是我的家。上次给家里打电话，妈妈告诉我新楼快要装修好了，不久就可以搬过去了...有些东西不管我们是否挽留，它都会离我们而去。除了珍惜现在，还能做些什么？
现在已经没有了急切回家的念头。这里有我留恋的人，有值得我做的事；北京不再是一个冰冷的名词，而是一个活生生的环境，一个我生活、奋斗的地方。现在每天的生活虽然单调，却很充实；缺少乐趣但我会寻找乐趣。我不知道理想有多远，但我知道只要朝着它走，就会离它越来越近。
2007-06-08 23:43:25
曾以为有些事情永远不会忘记
却发现已记不清起因和经过
曾以为有些人永远会铭记于心
嘈杂的世界模糊了笑容和声音
曾以为一些感觉只有自己能体会
麻木的心想却不起有什么值得去品味
直到有一天
伸开双臂面对太阳却感觉不到温度的存在
站在海崖向着大海呼喊却喊不出内心的语言
我只好在寂静的深夜感受月光的残淡
黑色的也夜空飞过几只褐色的鸟
凄厉的长鸣令我悸颤
狂奔，
在丛林和荆棘中狂奔
温热的液体迷失我的双眼
管它是血还是汗
我要看到黑夜的边缘
........
是谁触动了我的心弦
让我从噩梦中醒来
悦耳的声音穿透了黑暗的封锁
带来了黎明的光线
时间可以使记忆风化
铸造恒久远的化石
轻轻的触摸让它们成为齑粉
随风飘散，飘散......
-------回忆高中岁月有感
2007-06-02 19:47:42
这首歌听着挺有感觉，就把它摘了过来。推荐一下。
<<Iris>>
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now
And all I could taste is this moment
And all I can breath is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's mad to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now
And all I could taste is this moment
And all I can breath is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's mad to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am